First things first and more...

Friday, 21st Dec. 2007
Yeah, a different band to inspire me this time. Not Coldplay as usual, although they still hold the no. 1 spot on my list of inspiring music. Right now, it's 'Learn to Fly' by Foo Fighters.
Hmm, its been quite a while since I last sat down with you. By the way, I don't consider inanimate objects as my friends/confidants, etc. unless of course it has wheels. :-) This ain't a 'Dear Diary', more like speaking to the 'Inner Self' and saving those conversations in ink or print or blogs in this case. Why? Mostly because I've nothing better to do. lol...
I've had it with these crushes and puppy love situations. Up to here I tell you!'Enough Now!' Like the hopelessly in love character from 'Love Actually', albeit, its easier said than done, specially with matters of the heart.
Apart from the absolute lack of work to do & of course the inspiring musikka, I figured, if this is what helps me preserve myself(Thanks Abbey!), then I better shun my laziness and get down & dirty. [Sometimes, the writing part does get dirty you know!]
Putting the day's countless thoughts on paper really aids in de-stressing the mind.(Why Lord? Why do we need these thoughts? As if life's other troubles aren't enough!)
This is the best part of writing and blogging. Helps me listen to my self, helps me put things in perspective.Some say it's the conscience while others say its the divine presence of God Himself speaking to us. I like to believe that its God speaking to us through our conscience.
You know, since June I've been writing so much of stuff. Wish I could show it to all to you guys(who are apparently as bekaar as me if your reading this), but even though this blog is undeniably personal and I have no issues with sharing it with the world, there are certain things that are 'un-shareable' at best.

Which brings me to the term 'CONFIDANT.'

Isn't it funny how your various relationships can be confusing? Those with Family, Priests, Friends, Professors, Doctors, etc Specially the latter three. The heart may be just a muscle working involuntarily. But it's this very randomness of the heart that can catch you off-guard. Then again, not everything is done with being overwhelmed by emotion.
Its all in the mind baby. It has the innate ability to make things happen even when you know only too well that they won't happen.
The thing with confidants is that they are just that and nothing else. You are both very important in each others lives but its up to you the 'confidantee' if I may say so, to keep things that way and not complicate such a beautiful relationship. They are unique. Earth Angels even! Come to think of it, everyone I'm close to is a true gem. Seriously! Of course I do believe that everyone is made unique. It's just that I don't see that uniqueness until I'm really close to them.
What's that I hear you say? You think I'm just confused?No, NO!...............To me it's just a given that comes with being a 20-something. I prefer to use the term 'learning curve.' (The fact that it took me a good 60 seconds to come up with a substitute word, just so that I don't sound like every other confused 20-something, IS irrelevant!)And no, I'm not trying to describe the functions of various body parts either.
Aah! I've reached Coldplay.Let me sign off by saying, no matter what happens, just make sure you hang in there & have NO REGRETS.
'Life is a lesson, you'll learn it when your through', sang Fred Durst.I say, why learn it when your through? To enjoy a fruitful life, you just have to learn these on the way. It isn't rocket science you know! So don't wait till its too late.
Peace and God bless y'all