......You say I'm being selfish and am not putting myself in your shoes. On the contrary, it is because I thought of it from your viewpoint, that I asked for your permission. I could have very well ran away without informing, like I have done before. But, I decided to change that, due to my new found respect for you. I'm not saying I have been a perfect son or If I ever will be, after all the mess that I have made in the past few years. Its precisely why I didn't go today, after you said NO. But of course, I had to make a point which is why all this happened.
Cause one fine day, when you finally agree, I will have lost all confidence due to your negativity. Plus, there would probably be too many restrictions on travelling, what with terrorists now having taken over the world or there would be no world at all, the bike would be in a bad shape and most importantly I will have turned old and frail.
I didn't run away this time, because I know at the end of the day, you are the ones I will turn to. And God-forbid I wouldn't want to suffer hell on earth on account of my family disowning me!
Damn! All the bad stuff comes at the same time. But still doesn't mean that it will continue the same way.
See this is how the 'mind' works. If you draw your own negative conclusions before hearing the whole story, your mind will go into overdrive to prove that your negativity is right. If you think in the other way, then your mind uses all its resources to prove that right is in fact right.
Its up to you if you wanna heed this or just shun it aside as "Sameer's Anger" or "Sameer's tantrums"
Lastly, sorry for all that I said above. Unfortunately, I did mean it!
Who knows, what's gonna happen in Sameer's life or many of the other young boys and girls who are just like Sameer. Agreed, some of our demands can be wrong and stressful. But then not all demands are demands. They would be a "mutual understanding" if tackled appropriately.
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